God's Hostage by Andrew Brunson

Author:Andrew Brunson [Brunson, Andrew]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: amazon
Published: 2020-02-04T22:00:00+00:00

ON JUNE 5 Norine and I had our next open visit. It was her birthday, and we sat side by side on the bench. I’d brought a juice box and cookies with me so we could have Communion together. At the sight of Norine looking at me, the worry and pain etched deep on her face, I knew it was torture for her to see me like this, but I couldn’t stop shaking.

“Norine,” I said, my arms wrapped around my chest. I could feel between my ribs with my fingertips. “I don’t trust myself anymore. I can’t promise that I won’t hurt myself. I need help. I’m trying to get medication.”

After a week of daily shots, I finally got to see the prison psychiatrist. The drugs that I was prescribed—Xanax for my anxiety, antidepressants, plus something else to help me sleep—started working quickly. I felt calmer. I could still feel anxiety bubbling under the surface, but for the most part it didn’t cross the Xanax barrier.

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